There is no past, there is only future, theres only here, theres only now
I’m a bit of a hypochondriac.
It doesn’t help, obviously, that i am actually officially ill; that I’ve been scanned, tested, prodded and poked and had things inside me that are TMI. Far far too much tmi.
It doesn’t stop me thinking that the ingrown hair on the back of my leg is something worse, that the mole I’ve had since birth is getting bigger and I know I should stop biting the exact same spot on my lip when i have insomnia (oh yeah i have that too).
But, yeah, I like being a hypochondriac.
Being a hypochondriac means I worry about little things that could go wrong, not the big things that are going wrong. I like looking after the pennies as it means i can ignore the pounds.
That some days i just can’t get out of bed.
That some days i just want to turn my head against the wall.
That some days this is one day, that some days that is the next day and the next day and the next day.
But of course those days pass and i get out of bed.
…and one of these days ill just keep on getting out of bed.
…and one of these days the sun will shine and keep on shining.
“These are the days that will last forever, you’ve got to hold them in your heart”
Kx
Physically I’m fine at the mom, but I hate those lingering illnesses. I like mine to be over and done with so I can crack on with stuff. But the odd day in bed now and then? Unbeatable!
I misread your pennies comment as: “I like looking after the penises”…
This is an interesting scenario. How do you really not worry about big things but focus on smaller issues. Isn’t this a mind issue that could be overcome with positive thinking and Organizing oneself better. I’m certainly not judging but trying to understand.
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I am a hypochondriac too. Not as bad as I used to be though. It’s worse being a nurse and being a hypochondriac.
I was trying not to be too obvious but obviously no one got it. I guess i was trying to describe how i hide from what i think is a minor case of depression. If depression can be minor that is!
I was wondering if there was something but obviously I’m not that smart. And I am someone with depression.
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I’m kinda a hypochondriac too. MOre like hyper vigilant. sad thing is that most stuff I suspect to be wrong? Is