Dear Santa

2009 has been a bit of a blah year, there haven’t been many ‘best’ days, best happenings, best moments. It’s been a year of dragging myself along, trying to find some where better, more fun, more exciting. Life has been under a big grey cloud this year. So, for my Christmas present this year i would like 2010 to be better thankyouverymuchly –if i’m not too late for a Christmas delivery here are my wishes…

1)      I would like some motivation back. It’s getting there, but id like 2010 to be infused with energy, a better outlook and wanting to get out of bed every day.

2)      I would like to be finally better and for my life not to be controlled by it.

3)      I would like my friends to be happy, most of them seem to have had a much worse year than me, so sort this out please.

4)      I don’t want to fall out with anyone in 2010, too many friends left my life in 2009 and i don’t want to lose anymore, even if i need a slight personality transplant to stop this from happening. Lessons in this would be appreciated.

5)      I would also like my half empty approach in life to be transformed into a half full one.

6)      I want to be able to write well, express myself, and find comfort in my blogging rather than a drive for readers and comments.

7)      I want to give up smoking. Please send magic cures.

8)      I want to stop putting things off until tomorrow, next week, next year. I want to stop wishing that days would move faster;  i have a life to live, i want to remember that.

9)      I want to trust the feelings that i have right now, that this is the right thing for me.

10)   If you can’t do any of the above I would like a Balenciaga handbag, a pair of louboutins  and a car; those things are easy – right?

Miss S xx

Thank you for Helen for the idea for this post.