It’s not what i’m used to, just want to try you on, i’m curious for you caught my attention

Do you ever get a shocking, overwhelming girl crush?

I did this morning.

I’m not sure if it was the fact she had a high powered job (normally I find this intimidating, today I just found it impressive) or that she had hair just how I want mine, or even the fact she was getting away with wearing a beautiful abstract print dress that I’d never dare to wear, well not for work anyways.

Normally women intimidate me, but this one made me stumble over my words like a man meeting the woman of his dreams for the first time. I forgot to order her coffee, I forgot what we were there to talk about, I think I even drooled a little.

I found myself wondering “why can’t I be you??”

(Not out loud of course, that would be even more embarrassing than my very obvious “wooah!” reaction when I saw her)

It didn’t help that today I am dressed like a tramp, with a ladder in my tights and fluff on my dress.  Oh. I have my charms, but with men who prefer a delightfully disorganised, tomboyish in a cute way kind of girl. I’m not really a girl’s girl and if I am honest, meeting such an amazing specimen like the girl this morning, It’s made me want to be.

Really want to be.

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